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I am out of time, or at least, that's the way I've been feeling for a while. The days roll through fast, the hours slipping through my hands like sand. I clamor for more, but there is only so much the world can give me. It's the rules of the game. 

Where is it all going? Ever since Japan I have felt on an endless rollercoaster, and it feels like today was the first time I had a chance to sit down and think about who I am and what I need. And now 2017 is gone. It felt so strong, gaining strength in its madness just a month ago, and now we are departing with the crazy, chaotic friend. 

I feel like I've just had a chance to sit down for the first time in months, and everything is catching up to me. Friends going mad, the country going even madder... where am I going in all of this? I feel lost in a dark void, a place I felt like I had just left.